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MY HEART LONGS FOR YOU

AND I DON'T EVEN KNOW YOU………

I THOUGHT I HAD BLOCKED MY HEART FROM FEELING EMOTIONS THAT CONFUSES MY SOUL

BUT YOUR IMAGE BOGS MY MIND WITH THOUGHTS OF YOU

THOUGHTS OF MEETING YOU,  LONGING FOR YOU, WANTING YOU, DESIRING YOU, FEELING YOU IN THE DEPHT OF MY SOUL

  AND THE THING IS……. I DON'T EVEN KNOW YOU

YOU HAUNT MY DREAMS WITH IMAGES OF MAKING LOVING THAT LEAVE ME TWITCHING IN THE BED OF MY VIRGINA

A PULSATING BEAT THAT JOURNEY TO THE HOMELAND THAT'S NESTLED IN MY SECRET PLACE

 AND THE THING IS……. I DON'T EVEN KNOW YOU

 PASSIONATE KISSES THAT TAKE PLEASURE IN EVERY DETAIL OF MY BODY….. LEAVING ME WET, THROBBING, AND WANTING MORE  OF YOU.

AND THE THING IS……. I DON'T EVEN KNOW YOU

FIGHTING AGAINST ALL THAT I HAD PROTECTED…..BUT WITH YOU

I
MELT LIKE HOT CANDLE WAX….DRIPPING FROM A HOLDER RUNNING OVER ITS
SIDES.......LIKE LAVA RUNNING OUT A MOUNTAIN AFTER AN ERUPTION

 AND THE THING IS……. I DON'T EVEN KNOW YOU

 MY HEART LONGS FOR YOU, CRIES FOR YOU, WEEPS FOR YOU

AND THE THING IS....

I DON'T EVEN KNOW YOU………

 

Was I Meant to be Alone

By

African Queen

 Was I meant to be alone?

In a world that's ice cold.

 

Where is my protector?

The one who promised me affection.

 Was I meant to be alone?

In a world that's ice cold.

A woman as strong as I

Need the strength of her mate.

 Was I meant to be alone?

In a world that's ice cold.

 Do I not deserve love?

For which my soul desire and long for.

Was I meant to be alone?

In a world that's ice cold.

 Are my emotions so deep that you can't see

That our purpose of our destiny is we.

Was I meant to be alone?

In a world that's ice cold.

 My heart tells me that you're searching for me.

So until that time I will continue to prepare for thy

No, I was not meant to be alone

In a world that's ice cold

 

believing
that all things are possible. It is the
fiber
and strength of a confident
soul.

Hold on to hope; it banishes doubt and
enables
attitudes to be positive and
cheerful.

Hold on to trust; it is at the core of
fruitful
relationships that are secure and
content.

Hold on to love; it is life's greatest gift
of all,
for it shares, cares and gives meaning to
life.

Hold on to family and friends; they are the
most
important people in your life, and they make
the
world a better place. They are your roots
and the beginnings
that you grew from;
they are the vine that has grown through
time
to nourish you, help you on your way,
and always
remain close by.

Hold on to all that you are and all
that you have
learned, for these things are what make you
unique.
Don't ignore what you feel and what you
believe
is right and important; your heart has a
way
of speaking louder than your mind.

Hold
on to your dreams; achieve them diligently
and honestly. Never
take the easy way or surrender to deceit. Remember others on your
way,
and take time to care for their needs. Enjoy the beauty
around you.
Have the courage to see things differently and
clearly.
Make the world a better place one day at a time,and
don't let go of the important things that
give meaning to your
life. ~

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Peace  & 
Blessings
African Queen

Volume
I

A MOMENT OF LIFE'S
REFLECTION

By African Queen

Well here's another
chapter of my life's book closing, as a new one began...and as I look
back on my dreams, hopes and aspirations, some having been fulfilled
while other's set on a dusty shelve waiting to be
re-discovered.  Finally, I
am beginning to feel a glimpse of satisfaction within myself; A sense
of realness within my soul, a growth of maturity that only conquering
fear can achieve.

I'm molding and
shaping myself into in a world that seemed so strange long before,
always feeling out of place, not even sure if I belong.  For the first time in my life, I
feel a positive surge of energy vaulting into my spirit.  A flow of karma I can relate to
that eases the pain within my soul. 
Yes, fear still taunts me, in the deepest hallway of my
mind.  However, this time, I
won't allow it rule me, control me or dictate my journey which has been
ordained.  For through the
living spirit I have conquered those things that has stumbled my
dreams.

My life has guided
me in many directions.  Some
regrets.  Time wasted on
meaningless adventures, seeking adrenaline, pursuing the high.  Chasing relationships, believing I
was missing my whole, not even realizing that He was already in my
soul.  Frugal attempts to
quicken the process...while perpetrating a person that does not exist,
to appease a society I must fit
in.

I remember being
told

Meeting
individuals...some good...a distinct lesson learned from each...while
others who has crossed my path have breed hatred, revenge and
contempt...while afflicting others with their sorrows.  Most, still entrapped with the
mentality of slavery of long ago, oppressed, and enslaved to
ignorance.

It keeps them from
seeing His will for their lives           

Falling in love,
oh, how beautiful I thought it would be, until faced with the reality
the fear of commitment from others, not willing to commit, compromise,
or show their deepest emotions. 
Have you been hurt that bad that u cannot see the love
within my heart for thy? 
Or, can you not risk the feelings of experiencing true
love?  I ask myself, do we
know true
love,

As our Father in
Heaven loves us.

 Too much, time to invest?
 Unsure of what to
expect?  Judging of one's
style, looks, and
race.

To thin, to fat, to
light, to dark.  Not the
right height, not the right physique, when I only want someone to
recognize that I am beautiful as ME. 
Wow, what a valuable lesson I learned on that
trip.  What a selfish world
we live in, the "I" society.  While on that trip, I was able to
build a few genuine friendships, especially during the stratosphere of
my heartache, and pain. 
Never again could I trust my heart to another, I often
vowed.  I never want to
experience such pain, anguish, or emotional unbalance
again.

Always remain in
control I was
told.

I know the journey
I'm getting ready to embark on will be faced with numerous challenges.
 Nevertheless, it's
something about this trip that's dramatically different from the
others.  Maybe I'm finally
ready, no more demands, drama or expectations.  For the reality of life has lead me
out of the darkness of my shell.  And as each page is written in my
book,  My true me, My true
destiny, My true purpose shall be
revealed.

For today, I am more receptive to the Power that leads my every
step

Because of you:

On my dimmest days
you are the light that brightens my world.

When the bitter cold runs through me
You are the sunshine that gives me warmth.

When the clouds don't seem to fade
You're my rainbow after the rain.

During my saddest times when all I do is cry
Your laughter brings me smiles.

All in all your friendship is special to me
When you're around I'm the best I can be.

My life has been Blessed
And it's all because of knowing you...

 

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Black Man Posted On 06/29/2007 16:49:58

The Beauty of A Woman Posted On 06/29/2007 16:45:52