Aftermath….
thoughts
Just thoughts.....
About a past life
About a past wife
About a needy me
About someone who took a want over a need
About when days past and I did nothing but sleep
Knowing work would never go unless i got on my feet
About a guy who always needed somebody
But never could open up
Had a heart to cold for his body
Already thrown away the key
Whats wrong with me
Need something like a love rehab
A girl to fill that other half
But still contemplatin sittin on my ass
Thinkin....
About how it hurt
About what its worth
About the trouble it caused
About the simple things in life that I never really saw.
Forgot about my own past
Appreciatin nothing but material and cash
And that’s the world today
Poor to poor rich to rich
But it seems like they always got something to say
Too…greedy, sleazy, biased and coward,
Too…shady, lazy, crazy, they amaze me how
Even if they got a dollar or dime
Still complainin about work all the time and
Got their own neighborhood.
But still crime watchin for hoodlems.
And some are just misunderstood.
But its what’s got me stayin at home
In my room sittin all alone
Thinking….
About life tomorrow
About fears and sorrow
About the love of others
About my sisters and brothers.
About being that role model
The one that’ll teach about lifes battles
I would show you how to appreciate today and
Make sure we always pray
I would show you that He comes first and
Always look up to him when worst comes to worst.
And that’s what has me goin to church
Listenin to the word
Thinkin…just thinkin….
About a better me
How we all succeed
In bein the best we can be
About how life is just so E…Z…E
No need for lies
Or beatin on wives
No need to cheat
Look your skippin a beat.
I’ll take you to the basics
We are all one people
So quit being racist
I’m done with drama
So go back to your baby moma
Take care of your kid
Be a father be a man
Cus you don’t want em growin up thinkin they were a bastard child…Damn…
But I’m here just chillin
Just sittin on my ass
Watchin the days pass
Just thinkin……
